Its defiantly hit me today. I just keep telling myself at least he's at peace now & not suffering.
I cried in lesson today & my teacher surprised me with these bunch of beautiful cream & pinks roses, at breaktime to cheer me up. How sweet is that?
Today I've managed to get my UCAS sent off. After looking at so many Performing Arts courses over the last month I have finally chosen. I've applied for one course in my home town of Worcester, two in Birmingham, one in Wolverhampton & one in my Birthplace Canterbury. I really want to get into Worcester or Canterbury though, but It'll be so hard to choose between them. I'm really excited to get my interview/offers.
Tomorrow I'm going into town for Lunch with the girls. I have £10 left after forking out for my new passport & UCAS application so it doesn't leave me with any retail therapy money but ohwell not long till payday.
Anyway I hope you all have a nice weekend. Sorry if I've depressed you a little bit.